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| <style>.hov:hover{background-color:yellow}</style><div id='Title' style='font:bold 11px verdana'><h1 style='font:bold 13px;display:inline'>Watch Video:</h1><a class='hov' style='display:block;width:300px;border:solid 2px black;padding:5px' href="http://www.videocodezone.com/videos/c/coheed_and_cambria/blood_red_summer.html" target='_blank'>BLOOD RED SUMMER (Coheed And Cambria)<p><embed name='RAOCXplayer' src='http://www.videocodezone.com/videos/c/coheed_and_cambria/blood_red_summer_812199.asx' type='application/x-mplayer2' width='300' height='300' autoplay='true' ShowControls='1' ShowStatusBar='0' loop='true' EnableContextMenu='0' DisplaySize='0' pluginspage='http://www.microsoft.com/Windows/Downloads/Contents/Products/MediaPlayer/'></embed></a><p style="margin:3px 0px"><a href='http://www.videocodezone.com/'>Video Code provided by VideoCodeZone.Com</a></p></div> | | |
| I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
And my scars remind me that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel
Drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
I'm pissed cause you came around
Why don't you just go home
Cause you channel all your pain
And I can't help you fix yourself
You're making me insane
All I can say is
I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
And our scars remind us that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel
I tried to help you once
Against my own advice
I saw you going down
But you never realized
That you're drowning in the water
So I offered you my hand
Compassions in my nature
Tonight is our last stand
I'm drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
You shouldn't ever came around
Why don't you just go home?
Cause you're drowning in the water
And I tried to grab your hand
And I left my heart open
But you didn't understand
But you didn't understand
Go fix yourself
I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life
I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life
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| YAY! SHE TOLD ME! AND IT WAS GOOD! AND I WAS RIGHT! I'M PSYCHIC! YAAAAAAAAAAAY! | | |
| Not a bad day today, think my ex has been reading the chat history's of me and sub-mum but i don't care and neither does sub-mum. However, sub-mum is pissed off a bit because she gets questioned whenever she goes out as to where she's going, who she's going with, what time she'll be back etc, but if they ever go out it's "ok, see you later, have a good time".
I have lied to her, and she wants to know what that lie was but i seriously can't say until i know what she's been wanting to tell me for ages. i think that she's going to say that she likes me, and if that's so then i can easily tell her what the lie is/was...whichever you prefer to use. In some respects i hope that my prediction of what she wants to tell me is true. In other respects i.e. her husband's reaction to me in general, i hope that it isn't true but i'll say i'm more on the side of hoping my prediction is true. Is it right to think that? Should i be thinking that? Please tell me.... | | |
| Is it that hard for people to just leave me and my sub-mum the fuck alone so we can have a decent conversation together? Geez Jen! just fuck off and stop looking over her shoulder all the time! YES we talk about you, YES we talk about Paul, YES we talk about Nephew...GET OVER IT!
All i want is the chance to talk to her freely without having to be face to face cos even then people listen in or you, Jen, tag along so you don't miss anything!
Up until about 8pm (GMT) i was happy. had had good chats with most people. Even though i'd had 2 mock exmas in college, i was still happy  but ah well...someone always comes to burst your bubble don't they? BASTARDS! | | |
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